Day 9

Day 9: 144.2 lbs
Total Lost: 6.8 lbs

I'm feeling really down about the diet today. All I want is something tasty. And this isn't dreamy me, this is serious me. I'm hungry, I want comfort food. I don't want all this food that is healthy and makes me feel physically good. I want food that will emotionally make me feel all warm and gooey inside. Food that makes me happy. Food I enjoy eating, and not being scared of when it's the last bite because I know I don't get anymore after that. I want to eat to my hearts content. I want to be able to go to the kitchen when I feel that pang of hunger in my belly and get something tasty to snack on.

This halfway stems from me not finding vegetables that I like. True, I do like cucumber, but cucumber every day, when I'm already cold and want something warm is just not my cup of tea. And on the topic of something warm, yes, I can make soup which is so tasty in the winter! But what kind of soups does this girl like? Cream based soup. Potato soup and bean with bacon soup are the 2 I eat. I'm not into chicken noodle and other brothy soups. And tomato soup I only like with grilled cheese. That is one of my favorite winter meals. Ugh, just frustrated. And hungry. Blah.